Jika

If I die tonight, would you weep for me?

Would you shed your tears, would you be sad?

If I die tonight, would all the good and bad time we had, flashed back in your head?

Would you miss me being mad

Would you miss me being sad

Would you miss all that?

If I die tonight, 

Would you still say , ‘wow you look so pretty’

As you used to say back then when you see me dress up

If I die tonight

Would you kiss me for the last time

As compassionate 

As deep and meaningful 

as you did the first time?

If I die tonight, would you miss my embrace?

Would you later seek to hold my warmth

In the middle of rainy cold night?

If I die tonight

Would your heart feel a loss

As it loose its other half?

If I die tonight,

Would you understand

How I long for your touch

How I long to be completed

How I miss your presence 

Your laugh, your flirts, your showering love?

Well…

If I die tonight,

As they say,

“just smile for me,..”

Well, if you must,

Be sad,

Be mad,

But do love me, still

And just as they say,

Just smile for me

as I once fought for my soul mate, for my better half

and for a love I hold tight to till the last…